One step forward, two steps back

Does it seem like when you are having a hard time, everyone around you is completely happy? Every song on the radio is about a happy couple and yet you feel like you are just holding on? Something has got to give on this darn mood. I don't want this to start effecting my kids. I never want my kids to look back at their childhood and think that I was anything but 100% there for them. I know that if I can just get over this hump I will be in such a better place. B is having a really great week of school and I couldn't be prouder of him. He is doing so well getting on and off the bus and seems to really be learning so much! I need to start looking at the little things that make me feel good about where I am right now. I can turn this around with just better perspective. Who knows how things would be if I was still back there right now dealing with how he feels about me.